I watched some YouTube videos on K Pop reaction channels and I hung out with my mom, we watched High Potential. I don’t really watch crime shows besides FBI and that’s it. I mostly watch thrillers and horror movies/ shows. I wasn’t even paying attention. It was raining kind of hard which made me a bit scared. But I think I’m slowly getting over my fear like I did last year. It was relaxing watching videos while it was raining. When my mom texted me to come to her room, I was like “I’m fine, like I don’t fear the rain anymore.”
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So, I just found out yesterday that my mom is going to meet with someone on the 14th. I don’t know who it is, but my grandmother and my mom are going to be so excited when I get in. I haven’t gotten in yet. Let me share my thoughts on this. On one hand, I am happy to be leaving because I don’t have to deal with some of the rude teachers that hate me and on the other hand, I kind of feel sad because I’m going to miss Tiera and EJ and all of them. So, yeah. I feel a bit sad/ sorry. I hope I can see all of the teachers and students again one day.
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I think the most confident person I know is my mom because she’s always telling me to be confident and not be nervous, she’s always being positive about everything and even when I’m not confident/ positive, she gives me a reason to be optimistic, brave, and courageous.
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No, I am not the type of person who controls others and I would never do that. I would describe myself as kind, caring, calm, and shy. I don’t like it when people control others because it makes someone feel like they’re not a person with feelings. It’s a very selfish thing to do.
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Stray Kids- Item
Chris Brown- Wishing
Chris Brown- Hold You Down
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2 years ago, I had a TikTok K Pop account where I hated the rest of a K Pop group and only liked two of the members. I did this because I hated what my grandmother and dad said about me not talking, so I created an account to get fans mad. I said something like “What’s his name is better than this person.” I basically rage bait some fans and made them upset. I said that I didn’t really care, but in reality I did care. I felt really bad about what I was doing, but the worst part about all of this is that I made my friend and her mom very angry. Her name was Anna and she sent lots of angry emojis. I should’ve told her that I was the one that did it, but I never did because I didn’t want to lose our friendship. On the profile page, I called myself “Audrey” and I even included myself in the fights with Anna to make it more interesting. It will be one of my biggest regrets. What I done wasn’t an excuse to be mean to people, I should’ve been more considerate and honest about how I felt.
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I think one of my biggest fears is that people might misunderstand my stories about K Pop stars. Because I write stories about K Pop stars being evil and I don’t want people to take it the wrong way, my teacher Mrs. G says “Oh, it’s only a fictional story.” I have my thoughts about it. I feel like a bad person for doing this because I love all the K Pop stars, I tend to overthink what people say and my mom tells me about being confident, anxiety, and overthinking all the time. For example, I overthink the weather and I obviously overthink my work (my writing, my stories, books I’ll potentially write) I get that it is common, but sometimes I wish that it would stop and my brain says something like “Go for it, do it.”
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I don’t like tornadoes and they’re really scary to me. I hate them and I’m like always so scared of them. My teacher is trying to help me and I don’t know what to do. I feel less safe at home and at school.
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Spending time with family and having fun. Doing my blog and it makes me connect with people because I don’t really talk to people. Playing with my stuffed animal babies and hugging them. Spending time with the people at my school is really amazing and I love it.
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I would like to say thank you to Mrs. Ortega for believing me and she’s really nice and kind. I would also like to thank Mrs. G for helping me calm down with fears I have. Not only with storms, but with my writing. I really appreciate her help/ support/ encouragement. I would like to thank Mrs. F for loving my writing and loving what I post on here.
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