All of the people at my school are kind of funny and they’re nice sometimes. They are really great/ good people. I like them and I don’t think that I say that a lot, because I have social anxiety. But I really do like them and I think that they like me too. Sometimes I think that they don’t like me and that I think they might make fun of me. Those are the thoughts that I have when I think about them and I don’t like that. Sure, I want to talk to them. But just the thought of my voice is so overwhelming and awkward. I just can’t do it, also here’s another thing. Sometimes I feel like that I love K Pop more than my friends at school, which is not true.
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Today, I would like to talk about my fear of the weather. I think like last year, we had a really bad storm in our area and I was screaming and crying because I thought that there would be a tornado coming. So, I used to not go to school because I would get really scared and I would look outside all the time. It makes me paranoid or panic when I look outside because I don’t know what would happen. I would check the weather app a lot, it either makes me feel calm or feel tense. Since then, I’ve been a little bit calmer and I try not to be anxious about the rain. But I still get really nervous.
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Me and my stuffed animal Pinky are just chilling and we’re very bored. We’re just watching Lifetime movies and doing nothing. Let me tell you about Pinky, she’s really sweet and kind. She’s very outgoing and I love her so much. She loves giving hugs to my mom and me. But I don’t like when my brother throws her around. My mom says that I can’t bring her to school which makes me sad because I don’t get to hug her or anything like that. If you guys have any way to force my mom to let me take Pinky to school, please let me in the comments.
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Well, the singing on the bus was too much and one of the girls (who I won’t name) sings too loudly and in the nicest way possible I would turn on my headphones and I can barely hear the music from my headphones. But I like her, she’s really sweet and really funny. I keep hearing EJ (one of the guys on the bus/ at my school) saying that I should DJ on the bus, I keep denying it. Here’s why, because I know that he’ll say “Oh, lord.” The top genres that I would play are Pop, K- Pop, Christian/ Gospel, and maybe I don’t even know. I mean I try to be a good DJ, at least I try to.
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My mom would be the producer for the group. It would be called “Celestine” because the concept of the group is soft and sweet but not energetic like some girl groups. This group will be a co-ed group which means girls and boys are in it. I’ll be the main vocalist for the group and my brother won’t do anything because he doesn’t know anything about K Pop, despite him liking my TikTok videos. Anyway, I’ll have my friends Anna and Silver in the group as sub vocalists. Our first song will be called “We Love Enhypen” which is dedicated to a real life K Pop boy called Enhypen. It will spread love and positivity about the group. Mrs. F would do K Pop choreography, despite her not knowing anything about K Pop except for BTS. Mrs. G would do nothing, but try to sing. Even though, she knows no K Pop songs and can’t sing. Mrs. Ortega would just listen to the music.
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So, I’m kind of excited to post my edits tomorrow, also kind of nervous about it because the song I picked is kind of cheesy and I’m concerned about how much views and likes I’ll get. But I’m just hoping that the viewers will like it and comment on it positively.
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So, at school we decided that we should do a no bake version of a banana pudding. I really liked the idea and I don’t say that too much. Anyway, I’m finishing up on my story about the new boy group CORTIS. I’ve been feeling really obsessed with the group lately and I feel like everyone else has too. I’m really interested to hear about your thoughts about this, have you guys been feeling the same way? Let me know in the comments.
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Today, I’m just sitting at home watching lifetime movies and just watching TikTok. But on Friday and Saturday, I’m going to post my new videos on TikTok. I’m hoping that a lot of fans will like them. Even though I think I’m terrible at it. I’ve had the thought that I’m way better at writing stories than editing K Pop videos, but it is what it is. I try to get better at editing videos, but I always think that I’m not good at it. So, let’s just hope for the best.
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So, this was one of my favorite songs and I thought that would be great to share my thoughts on this song, like years later. I know that some people don’t like BLACKPINK, I’ll share my thoughts on this in another blog post. But anyway, I really like this song and I love the beat of it. The rapping style by Lisa is decent but I really don’t like the “Foxy” part of the song. It just sounds cheesy and weird in my opinion. But the rest of the song is pretty good. Not something that I would play regularly/ everyday. I would rather listen to Roses by Jaehyun from NCT, but that’s just me personally. Let me know your thoughts in the comments, but this is just my opinion, of course. I am in no way being disrespectful towards BLACKPINK, but these are my thoughts.
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My target audience is for anyone who feels misunderstood by their shyness or someone who feels like they don’t fit in. K Pop wise, someone who feels like they’re stupid because they like K Pop. Because I’ve been teased for liking K Pop since last year. I understand how you guys feel.
Saranghae Says 